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  Table of Contents

  Title Page

  One

  Los Angeles, California. July, three years ago

  The past. Sandy Springs, just outside of Atlanta. June 1974

  Two

  Three

  Four

  The past. Sandy Springs. June 1974, the day after the hippies spent the night

  Three years ago, home from L.A. to Hartsfield Airport, Atlanta

  The past. Sandy Springs. July 1, 1974

  Five

  Three years ago. Eden Lake Court, Sandy Springs, Georgia

  Six

  April 1, 1957. Rhomboid Avenue, Atlanta

  Seven

  November 15, 1974. Eden Lake Court

  Eight

  The second Tuesday in October, 1976. Eden Lake Court

  Nine

  Ten

  July 15, 1984. Piedmont Hospital Medical complex, Atlanta, Georgia

  Eleven

  September 30, 1984. 3265 Eden Lake Court

  Twelve

  April 1, 1985, one month after the babies were born. Eden Lake Court

  The Tuesday after Easter, 1985. Eden Lake Court

  Thirteen

  March 1989

  Fourteen

  August 1990

  Fifteen

  March 7, 2004

  The second Sunday in June, 2004

  Sixteen

  March 14, 2005. Eden Lake Court

  Seventeen

  Eighteen

  Three years ago. Eden Lake Court

  Three years ago, the third Saturday in July. Eden Lake Court

  Nineteen

  The day after my best friend married my husband

  Twenty

  Twenty-one

  Twenty-two

  Twenty-three

  Twenty-four

  The day Kat bloomed

  One week later, on the Pacific, a hundred miles west of Hawaii

  Acknowledgments

  Also by Haywood Smith

  Copyright Page

  This book is dedicated to my sister Elise, who has always been Christ’s hands and heart in my life.

  One

  Somebody once asked me how I pick my friends, and I just laughed, because God usually does the picking for me, and believe me, He has a wicked sense of humor. So when it came to my best friend in the world, never in a million years would I have chosen Kat Ellis. And never in a trillion years would I have ever imagined that we’d both end up married to the same man—or that one of us would kill him.

  Los Angeles, California. July, three years ago

  The drive from my daughter’s house in Fullerton to the L.A. airport was like a tour of Rachel Carson’s Silent Spring. Smog bathed “paradise” in pollution, while the huge refineries we passed just belched out even more, along with the endless, suicidal traffic that filled the freeway twenty-four/seven.

  Wonderful jobs had brought my elder daughter Amelia and her husband Sonny to Tinseltown, but my poor little granddaughters … How they could escape getting emphysema before kindergarten was beyond me. But being the good mother-in-law that I am, I’d held my peace all week and not insisted that Sonny move the family to a nontoxic environment. I waited till I kissed him and the children good-bye, then announced that I’d be sending them all respirators, as soon as I could find some in toddler sizes.

  I wasn’t kidding, but Sonny just laughed. Sigh.

  Now, on the way to LAX for my flight back to Atlanta, Amelia turned her eyes from the insanity on the freeway to shoot a brief frown of concern my way. “Mama, are you okay?”

  “I’m fine, honey.” As fine as a dumped housewife could be. At least Greg paid my alimony and health insurance on time, thanks be to God. “How about you?”

  All week, Amelia’d been holding something back, shooting me sad looks when she thought I couldn’t see her, but we’d both been so busy with Macy, three, and Madison, one, that we hadn’t had much time to talk in private. But Amelia never could keep a secret, so I wasn’t surprised when she’d announced that Sonny would be keeping the kids while just the two of us went to the airport. “You’ve seemed so preoccupied all week,” I prodded.

  She scowled at the traffic ahead. “I … I’m fine, Mama, really.”

  “Really?” I nudged. “Everything okay with you and Sonny?”

  She nodded rapidly, eyes ahead. “Fine. Fine.”

  Right in front of us, a flame-bedecked lowrider—bass throbbing—started to “hop” at sixty miles an hour, and I slammed my foot to the floorboard at the same instant Amelia, along with all the other drivers in the vicinity, braked to give him wide berth.

  Heart racing, I gasped out, “People are crazy in this town.”

  Amelia grinned. “Yep. That’s one of the things I like best about it.”

  She’d always been the artistic one in the family—flamboyant, dramatic, marching to a different drummer from the other suburban kids back in our Atlanta suburb, Sandy Springs. Then she’d aced prestigious Parsons School of Design and started doing costume work for Broadway, so I’d reconciled myself that she wouldn’t be coming home. Her current success designing and coordinating wardrobes for TV and movies was a dream come true, but was it too much to ask for my grandbabies to be able to breathe?

  I bit back the question before it escaped, saying instead, “Is everything okay with work? Really?”

  There was a recession, after all. It cost a fortune to live in L.A. And even though Sonny was one of the most sought-after young cinematographers in town, they weren’t making movies at the rate they used to. Plus, bargain-basement reality series were slowly eating up time slots on TV.

  “I already told you, Mama, we’re fine financially,” Amelia said with a hint of annoyance, stomping the brakes to avoid hitting a car that cut right in front of her, which set off a series of screeches behind us. I flinched, waiting for the crunch of metal that never came, but Amelia just kept right on with our conversation. “Business is great. Did you think I was lying when I told you?”

  “No, honey. Of course not,” I said, breathless from the close call, “but obviously something’s bothering you.” I knew it wasn’t the kids. Both Amelia and Sonny were calm, adoring parents who rolled with the punches. “If it’s not Sonny and it’s not work, what is it?”

  A pinch of pain flashed across her strong profile.

  “I’m your mother, honey. You know you can tell me anything.”

  She risked letting go of the steering wheel with her right hand long enough to grip my left one briefly. “I know, Mama. I know.”

  Just then, some idiot on his cell phone in a Land Rover with DRECTER plates swerved over on us, so we had to swerve over on somebody else, setting off another chain reaction that prompted my sweet, precious Southern daughter to blare her horn and let loose a stream of profanity that would scorch the paint off an army tank.

  “Amelia Harcourt Wilson,” I gasped out in shock, “wash your mouth out with soap!”

  “Sorry,” she said without conviction.

  Like an EEG settling down after a petit mal seizure, the traffic around us smoothed back to its steady pace as if nothing had ever happened, but I was still floored by Amelia’s language. “I hope you don’t talk that way in front of my precious grandbabies!”

  Amelia chuckled. “Only when I’m alone, Mama.” She signaled for the turn into LAX.

  “Alone? What am I, chopped liver?” Jolted back into mother mode, I jabbed a finger her way. “This place is corrupting you.”

  My daughter responded with her favorite phrase from adolescence: “Oh, Mama, lighten up.” She headed into short-term parking. “Nobody can drive in this traffic without cussing sometimes. It’s legally required. Anyway, a little private profanity is good for the soul.”

  “You
rs wasn’t private,” I reminded her.

  “Sorry,” she repeated, then scanned the crowded rows of parked cars for an open space. “Don’t you ever cuss?”

  “Only when I’m alone. Really alone.”

  I’d cussed a lot when her father ran off with his secretary two years before, but it hadn’t helped. Only time and therapy had helped. And a shipload of antidepressants and antianxiety drugs.

  Good old drugs. They’d definitely gotten me over the hump. I planned to wean myself off them, but not just yet.

  Amelia spotted an empty space and pulled in. She turned off the ignition and paused as if she was going to say something, then changed her mind and opened the door with a too bright, “Well, here we are. I’ll get your luggage.”

  “You don’t have to go in with me, honey,” I said for the third time. “I promise, I can manage.”

  “Mama, we went over this. I want to be with you till the last minute. We only see each other once a year.” Avoiding eye contact, she gathered my things and led the way into the terminal. After I’d checked my bag, she kept glancing around the concourse, anxious, as if she was looking for something. “Are you hungry, Mama?” she asked. “Why don’t we find someplace to eat?”

  At the airport, paying three prices for everything? “We just finished that lovely breakfast you made,” I reminded her.

  There was that look again. I stopped short. “Amelia, I wish you’d just come out and tell me what’s bothering you.”

  “Mama, I … Not here. It’s so public.”

  Good Lord. What on earth was it?

  All kinds of dire possibilities flooded my brain. My heart dropped to my bladder and bounced. “Oh, God. You’re not sick, are you? Or the children? Or Sonny?”

  “No, no,” she hastened to assure me. “Please don’t faint.” She hustled me to a nearby bank of worn chairs. “It’s nothing like that. Here. Sit.” Leaving the seat between us empty, she sat too. “Mama, I didn’t mean to upset you. I’m so sorry. We’re fine.”

  “Thank God.” I pressed my hand to my racing heart. “You scared the life out of me.”

  She shot me that pained look of pity for the fortieth time.

  I’d had enough of this pussyfooting around. “Then what is it? Spit it out, before I have a heart attack.”

  Her eyes filled with tears. “It’s Daddy.” She pressed her left fist to her chin as if to block what she was saying. “He and Kat are getting married.”

  Oh, that.

  “Duh!” No surprises there. “I figured they would. Your daddy never could take care of himself.”

  Poor Kat. Desperately lonely after Zach died of ALS, she’d been a perfect target when Greg had come back to Atlanta looking for somebody to nursemaid him. Thanks to therapy, I’d known better than to encourage him when he came sniffing around, but Kat …

  “Mama,” Amelia protested, “she’s your best friend! I can’t believe she’d even date Daddy, much less marry him!”

  “Oh, honey, it’s okay.” Why did everybody want me to be mad at Kat, anyway? She’d had nothing to do with the breakup of my marriage.

  Frankly, I felt sorry for her. Lord knows, she’d seen what Greg had done to me, and I’d warned her that he would probably just do it again, but she’d simply stopped calling me. Word on the grapevine was, Greg had told her I was just jealous. And frigid. And a prescription-drug addict. All bald-faced lies, and Kat knew it, but Greg was so charming, he could make you believe your mother was a monkey.

  Kat also knew how selfish he was—and I’d done my share of making him that way—but she’d been so lonely since Zach died that I guess she’d convinced herself Greg had really turned over a new leaf.

  Who knows? Maybe he had. For Kat’s sake, I hoped so. I only knew I didn’t want to be his mother anymore. Taking care of my own kept me plenty busy.

  But how could I explain all this to Amelia without saying anything bad about her father? She still wouldn’t speak to him or let him see the girls, even though he’d moved his mistress to L.A. after our breakup, ostensibly to be near Amelia and her family. As it turned out, the mistress thing hadn’t worked for him either. Women our daughter’s age don’t wait on men the way I’d always waited on Greg.

  I collected my wits. “Honey, listen to me about your daddy.” Careful. He was still her father. “As Aunt Emma used to say, ‘That train has left the station.’” I shot her a wry smile. “After it ran over me about six times.” I’d tried desperately to save our marriage at first, but one person can’t do it alone, so I’d finally seen our relationship for what it really was—and wasn’t—and let go. “I’ve moved on, and so has your dad. I really hope he and Kat will be happy together,” I said with absolute conviction.

  Let her take care of him. At least the girls wouldn’t have to worry about him anymore.

  A delicious thought occurred to me, one I planned to act on as soon as I got home.

  Amelia scooted into the seat beside me for a big bear hug. “Oh, Mama, you are too good. Daddy didn’t deserve you.”

  I stroked her hair, meeting her grief with calm. “Your daddy deserves to be loved for who he really is.” I’d loved him for rescuing me and making me respectable. I’d loved our life, and all the things he’d given us. But that was just as selfish as he had been in the end.

  Amelia started to cry. “I hate what he did to you, to all of us. And now this. I hate him.”

  “Well, you can hate him if you want to,” I soothed, quoting another of Aunt Emmaline’s wise sayings, “but it won’t change anything, sweetie. It’ll just make you miserable, and I don’t want you to be miserable.”

  “I can’t help it,” she said, her voice tight. “It’s awful. Awful.”

  “It’s all going to be okay, honey,” I promised. “You love Kat and her kids, and that’s fine with me. Maybe your daddy can be happy with them. I hope so.” God, it was good to be over Greg at last.

  Catching a glimpse of the clock, I gave Amelia a parting squeeze, then stood. “I’ll call you after I get home, and we can talk some more. But for now, I need to head for security if I’m going to make my flight.”

  Amelia wiped her eyes as she stood, the weight of the world on her shoulders. “I just hate this. Hate it all.”

  Poor kid. Smiling, I lifted her chin with a wry, “Lighten up, kiddo. Look at the bright side. When you come home to visit, you’ll just have to cross the street to see your daddy.”

  Oh, man. How was that going to play out?

  Maybe I’d get lucky, and they’d move.

  The past. Sandy Springs, just outside of Atlanta. June 1974

  It rained the morning that providence brought Kat Gober and me together, leaving the air heavy and humid, rich with the smell of wet lumber and exposed red clay from the construction all around us in Eden Lake Estates (which had no lake, and only the inklings of a swim/tennis club, so far). Sandy Springs was the hinterlands of Atlanta, beyond even the new, barely used Perimeter Highway. But our first house was as close to town as my up-and-coming accountant husband could afford, so I’d made up my mind to be the best housewife and the best neighbor in the subdivision.

  All my life, I’d dreamed of having a home of my own, and now, at last, my dream had come true, complete with stylish harvest-gold appliances, shag carpeting in the den, and an elegant avocado-green powder room. All I needed were some neighbors.

  A month ago, a SOLD sign had gone up at the house across the cul-de-sac, and I’d found out from the sales office when the buyers—a couple our age—would be moving in. Grateful for our very first neighbors, I’d spent the day before their arrival cooking a meal to welcome them, all from scratch: my famous devil’s food cake with seven-minute icing, a nice pot of pole beans (peeled down both sides, lest anyone, God forbid, get a string), and three dozen ears of fresh stewed corn. I’d left frying the chicken till that morning, so it would be perfectly room temperature when I delivered it under a new red and white kitchen towel that would serve as a welcome gift.

 
As soon as I kissed Greg off to work at Arthur Andersen Accounting and cleaned up after breakfast, I put on a kettle of water for iced tea and started frying, grateful to God Almighty for air-conditioning, my favorite thing about our new house.

  Aunt Emmaline had always said that air-conditioning destroyed the sense of community in the South, and she may have been right, but to me, it was well worth the sacrifice.

  I used up five pounds of flour and four fryers before I was done. Then I cleaned my kitchen till it sparkled, taking great satisfaction in the ritual.

  After the chaos and grime of growing up with Mama, the order and newness of my own home made me so happy, every single day, that I couldn’t imagine considering cleaning it a chore. I loved the fresh aroma of Pine-Sol and the shine of the new appliances and fresh, cheerful vinyl and Formica, and the pattern the vacuum left on my soft, carpeted floors. Never mind that Greg accused me of making up the bed when he went to the bathroom in the middle of the night; I loved my all-brick, colonial basement ranch with a passion I would never feel for a mere man.

  Once the house was spotless, I bathed, then freshened my perfect blond flip and makeup. Appearances mean so much. I’d once read in one of Mama’s old Ladies’ Home Journals that if a man ever saw you looking less than your best, he’d never forget it, so I always got up well before Greg to put on my face and fix my hair. I have no eyes, au naturel.

  Next, since I only had one chance to make a good first impression, I decided to wear a black A-line skirt I’d copied from Ladies’ Home Journal, with matching sandals and a cute little fitted white blouse with a Peter Pan collar that looked just like a real John Meyer. And pearls, of course (only cultured, but I’d never tell).